AWW MAN ! Education is everything I guess... =\

Well I finally understand why we need our education and good grades. A lot of times, I think of it as a threat in like a whole different order. If you don't get good grades, you don't get anything. And I mean ANYTHING ! Haha. When I really want something, I have to be checked on grades and how I'm doing in school. I know it's a good thing. I understand now that what I'm doing and what the teachers are doing is not invain

I would just like to take the time to apologize to my teachers. I've been having crazy behaviors in each class that I have. Even though my grades or what I'm doing is none of their business, but the still have faith in us students. Well, most of us (: I know I'm not part of them. But, all my teachers know that I can do better. I know I can too. It's just me. I feel like I have another "Lucy" in me. I don't know how to explain it. But, there is a side of me that wants to work hard and to succeed. Although, there is another side that wants is too much outgoing that goes too far and doesn't want to work at all and that only occurs like that with its surroundings. I know, I'm crazy !!! Oy

It's kind of weird, but it's real. I'm more outgoing than into the books person. Man!!! Why can't I be the books person? Ugh, I never felt this way before. I guess I still have a elementary/middle school mind in me. I really need help to get my mind into being in HIGH SCHOOL ! It's really frustrating sometimes. I don't want to say that I'm dumb, but I know it's true. I try to be funny, though my grades are funny looking. Ugh, just writing this is frustrating to me.

Well, I hope I get my grades up before the quarter ends this Friday. Aww mann !!! Oh well (:

Suprise(:

OMG!!! Today has been the most coolest day ever. Since you've heard about my family and we been doing for my Dad(: Today was the day. He really loved it and everybody crying like forever. He would never thought about having a birthday party like this. He loved it so much(: Everybody was crying nonstop. Especially my dad.

Today was a good day <3 My dad loved it and is very happy(:

xD <3 ohkie xD <3

Awesome Week(:

This week has been really awesome...(as you read my topic;; haha) So, it all started with my sister coming up from Portland, and she came for her kids because it was their spring break. It was a handful because it was those kids and my middle sister's kids. Yeah! Being the auntie was really tiring. Laugh, laugh, laugh... Even though they were a hassle, it all paid off at the end. It's so awesome being with them because I grew up with them. When I was 5, I was officially an Auntie... Ugh;; also the babysitter which was not cool. Haha, but it's all good. They came out nice. Anyways, it was cool and then the next week, (this week), they have school. So it's just me and my sister at home. Monday, that's when the party started;; Cough, cough. Sike, we just walked to Kent Station and back. Haha, It was fun though. Just the little things you get with your siblings is like the best. I say that from experience

I love my sisters so much. You know, since I'm the youngest, I mean the YOUNGEST. My sisters are 33 and 32. Yeah, I don't think I could survive with their love and support through my life. I don't think I could ever do anything without them by my side. I love them. Then, Tuesday we did some more walking. It was fun. We had to turn in an application for zumiez. My sister is looking for a job right now and as we were going around Kent Station, we were just asking for applications or if they were hiring. The funny thing was, I haven't seen any brown person the whole time we were there. Not to be racsist, but it was funny. Haha, It was just awesome being there. Then yesterday and today we rested, and today is my Dad's birthday. He is 75 years young. haha, I love it

What he doesn't know is that my mom and all his kids are putting together a suprise party on Saturday. One of our sister from California is coming up tomorrow to see him and just to hang out with us until Sunday. All his family up here is invited. He's the only person that don't know about it. Thank God that he doesn't hear very well. Haha, I love it! It's been awesome.

This Whole month has been busy with this party and Easter stuff for church. Samoans, haha(: It's just been a blessed month and everyday is something different which I love. It's so cool.

Okay, I'm done <3 (:

who's there to save the hero ?

You know, I really don't know why I picked this topic, but, I'm listening to a song called "Save the Hero" by Beyonce Knowles. The lyrics really reached to my heart because it's really true sometimes. We all have a lot of heroes that are here to save us. But, who is there to save the "Hero" ?




I can't really relate to being a hero myself, although it's something to think about sometime. When I listen to this song, I think of all the tv shows that we've watched and superhero movies and how much, the hero is always there for the people. But are the people for them? Are people that stupid? Is the hero the smartest people in the world? There are a lot of superheroes who we know from tv and movies. But in the real world, we have superheroes of our own. Even Celebrities are heroes to me. They use all their talent(superpowers) to entertain or please the people who watch them. Heroes are here for everybody;; Don't sometimes you think back and think when you were little, there would always be this one person you wanted to be or be like? I know I have. I kind of think that way right now. Yeah, it sounds weird, but those people are our heroes.





We all have different point of views about famous people. We all want to pick up a fight, or somehow you get so obsessed, you search online or on tv on a show or webisode about that person. I know; I've been there. haha [: Anyways, I put a lot of thinking into this because it's true; Who is there to save them? Idk... But, that is something to think about... YOU KNOW ? haha [:
Thanks for reading. <3>

Some more stuffs about Music;; and then some Church [:

Dude, I don't know what I would do without Music. I think that without it, I wouldn't be where I am at now. I mean, I go to church every Sunday and we have a worship singing team that leads the worship and stuff. It's rarely that anybody is picked to take that kind of commitment, and just to do it because you know how to sing. Well, I was chosen to sing in it. I started singing into the team when I was 11. Very young, I know. It was weird at first because, I was so used to singing for fun and just to do it because I was bored. But, singing for a an actual reason is something else. I know it's not what I asked for, but in my faith, I learned that we all have a will that we need to fulfill for God's glory. That's the reason we are all still living. Until you do what God wants you to do, You have to stay truly faithful in him and believe that he will get you through it. Starting out in the team, I knew I was going to get lectures and people talking to me left and right about how to live my life and how that what I'm doing is not invain.

Some negative stuff happens too. A lot of teens and even young adults some how gets troubled that this little girl is in the team. There are still people like that till this day. I was sometimes mocked and actually made fun of because of being in the singing team. I used to cry everyday and night from 3rd grade till 5th. I was a very emotional person. I didn't want it to happen anymore, I just wanted everybody to just be quiet and mind their own business. Even our leader thought that I wasn't good enough to be in the team, just because I was still going to school, and I was just too young. I couldn't believe it.

One time, during one practice, our team leader had one of the alto's to sing a solo. She took so long to sing it, and I was just kind of getting curious and wanted to try so I just busted out with the solo. Everybody was just looking at me with shock, though, while I was singing, my team leader was just yelling at the alto to sing it. She didn't say that she didn't want me to sing it, she just kept on scolding the poor old alto... Hahaha :) It was kind of funny. But, ever since that night, we never sang the song ever again. I thought I did well, though it was enmity that she had towards me. I cried that night because of just how cruel she looked and sounded. I never knew how I was going to survive in the singing team because I am so young and I really have no say because Samoans, they just want you to listen. No say, no nothing. Hahaha;; Fob... But yeah, It was really hard.

But, I was taught to keep on going. Don't worry or don't think about those people. They can talk all they want, try evertime to put you down. But, you are still standing, keep standing no matter what. And I prayed. I never hated them. Even though how mad I was, I wasn't mad at them, I was just mad at their actions. Just sometimes, I thought about why me? Why do I have this kind of talent and yet, I get destroyed by words and looks? I used to think about a lot of negative things and wished to get out of the singing team. But, I was just thinking that without me, I don't think that won't ever sound the same. Also, I was thinking that it's not for the people. It's for my God and no one else. So with my mentality set on that throughout my elementary years and middle school year, and then now High School year, I'm still in the singing team and is singing like crazy and just being happy as ever. Hahaha [: I just thank all my family and especially the man above for being there for me and I'm still alive and still here [:

So yeah, That's just something I wanted to share.
Lucylala <3

Is Education our EVERYTHING ???

I know it may be weird to ask a question like that, but that's something that I want to talk about. You know, growing up for me, everything was always, school, school, school. Everyday, then you come home, do "homework", go eat, sleep, and then start a whole new day, doing the same thing. And to be honest, I think that's what happening right now with me. I learned that education is a very important element in our lives right now, and without it, we would not succeed or not get what we want. And having all the disciplines, rules, and regulations all around us if we don't do our work or our behavior goes wack. Sometimes, I just sit in a classroom, and think about, 'Why Education?' I mean, must it be EVERYTHING? I also think of how, education is like another element in our lives is that if we don't got it, what kind of life do each of us have?

Education has been a big impact in different cultures too. In my culture, if you don't graduate the year that you were supposed to graduate, you will put a big an embarrasement towards your parents and family. Especially if you're the youngest. I don't want to sound vexed or recalcitrant or anything, but it just gives so much pressure on us students now days. We are all getting surrounded by new and approved things around us. We have all these stuff, we use them, but now properly or not using them to our advantage. You know, I was told that we have to be careful on what we do toward our elders and old people when we try to feel all bad and think that we can do anything by ourselves. But, when I hear that, I think, Why can't they hear on what WE have to say. Yeah, we are young, and we may not think that's right, but, to be a better person, even though you maybe old or not, you have to learn to understand before being understood.

As it goes for Education, we all have different ways to learn and educate our ownselves. Yeah, it's going to be different, but, you may want to listen to the other side of the story. I may have said too much, but it's what I've had in my mind for a while, and just want all you blog readers to think sometimes of what you're doing.
Thanks <3
Lucyee Ceey <3

Music!!! I <3 IT!!!

Well, my title says all. I love music. I think it's my passion and what I think is that without it, I don't know what or where I would be. I know I may sing good, and can dance like some famous people. But, it's not all about the fame. It's all about doing what you love and that's a fact. I really relate to a lot of songs that come my way. I am also all about the old school stuff.



I like the stuffs we have today, but you know all the music started back in the days. Old School songs really touch my heart and I love how they expressed their love and feelings towards their music. I really don't think that they did it for their own good. There are great legends in music, and even though some of them are gone physically, they are actually all around us. Oh yes. Okay, that's pretty much it. Thanks <3

Music is super awesome <3

Single Ladies(Put a ring on it) by: Beyonce Knowles

I really like that song. It really shows what girls go through when they are alone. It says that a guy shouldn't give her things of the world, like gifts and stuff. But all she wants is love and care. It lets all the other single ladies that they are not alone. It also puts the guy on the spot because he was just being jealous for some reason when he sees her with another guy. He shouldn't be jealous because she is not part of his life anymore. It's not worth it. So then she just keeps telling him that if you liked me, then why not give me a ring? or let me know that you truly love me. Very nice.

HMM...

There's really nothing to say... Actually today is Saturday, January 10, 2009. It's a day of rest for us students. Haha, just made that up. I think Saturday is a best day of the week. You know we all have to go through so much through the week and we think that it will never end. But, once Saturday hits, it's like a huge bomb came in and blasted everything away and you don't have nothing else to do but Chill. Weird I know. I'm just saying because this week was a very stressful week and super busy. Waking up every morning for school and then come back home and doing homework. And then next week is going to be stressful also because of semester finals. = I'm super scared about that. I just hope I study enough to have a decent score on it. x] Hmm.. I think that's about it. I really don't have anything else to say but, have a good day and a good SATURDAY... a day of rest<3
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a chore I dislike =I

I don't know why I want to talk about this but, I'm bored so leave me alone or just close this window rite now. At the house, there is just one chore I don't like and that is...*drumroll*... Cleaning the BATHROOM!?! =/ EWWW! I know. I just don't understand how it gets dirty like behind the toilet and stuff. Oh, it's so gross. But it has to be done you know. So, yeah. It's like not cool. I'm just scared because if there's any small critters anywhere because we have a window in it. It's so scary. Even when you have to scrub everything down. UUGGHH, it's so gross. But just the result after, it looks so beautiful, and because I did it. :] But I still don't like it. It's so hard work. But oh well, if I don't do it, who will? Of course my parents because they are super old and they can barely bend down or even do anything. And that's why I'm here. OHKIE!!! Talk to y'all later. Buh Byee! =] lucylalah ceehh

20 things that I'm afraid of...

I'm not really going to say all the things I'm afraid of, But there is one that gets me all the time. One of my biggest fears is getting a baby.

Being a girl is not an easy task. I know I'm older now, and I can get a chance of having a child. But it is not a good age to get one, and that's not my point. My point is, I don't know if I'll be ever ready to take that one step in life to hold a living thing inside of me. I know it's a huge responsibility to take. It's something that I don't think I want to happen, and not to deal with it any time soon. =l ... There will be a good thing that will happen out of it and it's the fact that you brought another human being in this world.

That's my greatest fear ever and hoping it won't ever happen. =I