Has your Eye ever twitched???

What I'm going to share may amaze you or maybe boring to you. Just answer the question. Has your Eye ever twitched??? Mine has this whole day. And I don't know why. Just right under my left eye, it would twitch none stop. "Is cause I have a cold? Is it just cause?" But I found out what the problem was.

Yesterday was an Election at my school and for president, My best friend, Maria went for it. So in my advisory class, we watched the speeches of who to vote for. It was her and this other guy named Ronnie Jr. going for President. So, it was Ronnie Jr.'s turn for speeches. His was not even all that good. I barely even understood what he said. It was just basic stuff like "I would make this a better enviroment for our students" and other stuff. But then it was Maria's turn. Her speech was very well done and it was so true to what she said. Then her last line of her speech touched me..."DON'T VOTE ON THE PERSON YOU KNOW, VOTE FOR THE PERSON YOU KNOW THAT'S GOING TO HELP OUR STUDENTS AND MAKE THIS A BETTER PLACE". Just hearing that, my eyes were like watery. (: and of course you know who I'm going to vote for.

So Today, was the day of the result of the President, Vice President, Secretary, and Treasurer. It was all good until it was mentioned of who was the President. "AND THE PRESIDENT OF 2008-2009 IS... RONNIE JR." =0 STOP!!!!

I was walking to my class and when I heard that I just stopped and busted out crying. Thank goodness no one saw me. I wouldn't know what to say. It was just heart breaking for me. I know it would've been worst for her. But like, I never felt that way before towards a friend. I was just so mad and sad and I don't know. I just couldn't believe it. It was over.

So how does this pretain to the Eye twitching thing? Well this whole day my left eye was twitching on the bottom. Then I got home and asked my mom if her any of her eyes twitched. And she said yeah but on the top of hers and she says that if it twitches on the top, it means that your happy. But on the bottom, it means your sad.

So yeah, I've been sad this whole day even though I try to put a smile on my face and it's because I cared so much for Maria. After the whole situation, I went to her and I gave her the longest hug I've ever gave to anybody and told her everything.

It's still twitching while I'm typing. It's just weird and creepy. What's weird is that it twitched way before this happened and tried my best to have it stop, but it never stopped. So I guess I'm still sad about it and I am and I still want her to win. I really believed in her and I will never stop believing in her no matter what.

So If your eye ever twitches, make sure it's the top. ALWAYS ON TOP.(:

I hope my eye stop twitching ever today. THANKS FOR READING<3

LISALALA CEE<3

Just another School Day<3

Today was all good at school. Everything was cool. Going to school is a very big impact in my life. It's the place where we find and meet people that we never knew or people that we've known before. School is a place where I feel safe in and it's a place that I never have doubts in. Yes it's a place where you are supposed to learn and get good grades. Though, we must not take our education too lightly. It's the most important thing that we have in our lives that we use. There are so many kids out there that doesn't have this where they are at and we are so lucky. This is so cool. I love School. Thanks for reading:)
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I HAVE NO TRUE LOVE )=

I guess there can be true love for everybody. But I really don't faith in that. I have no true love for myself to tell you the truth. Liking someone or having a crush doesn't really do anything. I know Love is like the number one emotion and I guess its good for everybody else, but for me, there's nothing. Saying "I LOVE YOU" is easy, but showing it is something else. I know I said that I give it. But I want to do more with it. And what I mean is that I want that someone to share it with me. But, I guess it's not possible. I feel I have the resposibility to be in a real relationship. I never had a real relationship and I guess it will never happen for me. I would like to find someone that has the same passion in love like I do. Everybody says that it's going to happen, but I don't believe it. I want to though. I really do. But it's just hard. But I don't know. I do give my all when I say I love somebody and I want that at least last for the one person. But what am I going to say? I doubt it's ever going to happen. I wish I had a magic Genie in a bottle that would give me unlimited wishes. What would I wish for??? Wealth? Clothes? Shoes? Be a singer? The only thing I would want is TRUE LOVE... Only if it would ever happen for real. "Just keep dreaming" I tell myself. But my friends tell me totally opposite. I don't know who to really believe anymore. Why do I feel like this? Who is this reflection I see? Me or the guy that I think I love??? These are the things that I thing about and Cry myself to sleep every night and day.

I'm sorry if I troubled anybody who reads this. These are things that are in my mind and if you can help me get out of this mess, then please write me something or just what you think. Anything may help.

I am very sorry... I really hope this doesn't happen again):

THANKS I GUESS<3

To Kill a Mockingbird

To Kill a Mockingbird was the greatest book that I ever read and finished. I never really finished a book that I truly understood about. I'm not really interested in reading and in school, we all read it for about 5 weeks. And to be honest I would've been still on the 2nd chapter at this point.

I don't really have commitment to a book. Until, I actually read this book. I am a very visual person. Sometimes just talking to me about an event or what happens in the book, I would love it. But for me to do it myself, it's a whole other story. Though after this book, I hope to improve my reading and hope to love more than one book in my life because so far, this book is like the best. It got me to the point to where I was litteraly yelling to it. It was a weird thing for me because I would just be mad to the villian in the book and then like throw the book to the ground and be mad for the rest of the day.

But, I guess it's the beauty of reading. I really liked it and it was a great experience. I hope to read another book that's just as good as this one.

Well that's whats good in my life so far<3 And yeah
LUCYLALA CEE<3

A very Sick Day!!!

OMG!!! I really don't like missing school right now. I'm at home just talking to peoples from everywhere that I know of. I'm just in huge pain right now and I don't know how to cure it. So I guess I have to live with it. I just don't like being home alone and have to like just sit around and do nothing. But anyways, it's all good. Today is just not the day I guess. Even for everybody today. Okay. Gots to go.
Lucylala CEE[:

PHOENIX CONTRERAS(R.I.P<3) 11/03/74-11/04/74)=

Hah, well today is my Older brother's birthday. God rest his soul. I really don't know him. He is the oldest child in this family and was just his birth was the hardest to hold. It was either him or my mom to live. But, either way he died anyway. Even though I don't even know the guy, he's still always in my heart. I heard that he looked like my mom mostly. He was a cutie my mom said. It's just sad about how he's gone and we barely even know him. Though I know he's in a better place... LOVE YOU ALWAYS BRO...(: Well, everything is all good. Everybody's still happy and everything is well. I LOVE IT... okays thats it. LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER<3

LUCYLALA CEE

HAPPY NOVEMBER!!!(=

November is the time of harvest. It's when everything comes together for a whole new year. Instead of December, November is the busy month for thanksgiving. Sometimes we forget the things we're thankful for. So, thanksgiving isn't always about the food or just not having school, it's just what's inside you that makes Thanksgiving the best holiday.

I think Thanksgiving is the best Holiday because it's when everybody comes together as one and we just all share and fellowship with each other of what we are thankful for and just the time of family and friends. We shouldn't take Thanksgiving lightly because it's very important to let everybody know that you are thankful for that specific person and just to show all the love...

So, Happy November and make it the Best<3
Lucylala (: